大
可耻的有些胀痛了。
“发什么呆，进来。”
……
……
一个小时后。
次卧。
“不错。”
姐姐拿起我的英语默写本，从
翻到尾，三十个单词和词组，全对。
只是那篇随意发挥的小作文，尚且短小无力。
“昨天早上让你背的，都能默写出来了。”
她把默写本放下，抬起眼，隔着镜片看我。
“但作文不行。”
说完，从旁边抽出一张新的作文纸，推到我面前。?╒地★址╗发布ωωω．lTxsfｂ．Ｃ⊙㎡
“写。题目：你最亲近的
。”
我握着笔，盯着空白的作文纸看了半分钟，蓦地怔住。
三分钟后。
动笔。
写完了，把纸推给她。
姐姐接过去，从看到尾，然后抬眼看我。
“you wrote about me.（你写了关于我的内容。）”
姐姐的英语发音很准。
我：“yes.（是的。）”
姐姐：“then tell me.（那就告诉我。）”
“you said i‘m the closest person to you. you said i’m strict. you said i love you.（你说，我是你最亲近的，你说，我很严格，你还说，我
你）”
“how do you know？（你怎么知道？）”
我：“……what？（什么？）”
姐姐：“how do you know i love you.（你怎么知道，我你？）”
“did i ever tell you that？ did i ever say those words to you？ or did you just assume it， because that‘s what people write in compositions like this.（我何曾告诉过你？何曾亲
说过那些话？还是你自己想当然，因为这种作文里，大家都这么写。）”
我：“i just……（我……）”
“i just know.（我就是知道。）”
姐姐：“then give me an example.（那么给我举个例子。）”
“one thing. one thing i did that made you think so. in english. now.（一件事。我做过的、让你这么想的一件事，用英语说。现在就说。）”
我：“as a kid.（小时候。）”
“near the alley behind the basketball court. three guys. high school. they wanted money. i didn\''''t have any.（篮球场后面的小巷附近。三个。高中生。他们要钱。我没有。）”
“they pushed me down. kicked me. here.（他们把我推倒。踢我。这里。）”
“i came home. i tried to hide it. but you saw. （我回到家。想藏起伤。但你看见了。）”
“you asked who. i told you. you didn\''''t say anything. you put on your shoes and walked out.（你问是谁。我告诉了你。你什么都没说。穿上鞋，就走了出去。）”
“i waited. one hour. two hours. then the door opened.（我等。一个小时。两个小时。然后门开了。）”
“you walked in. didn\''''t look at me at first. went straight to the sink. i saw your hands. blood on all of them.（你走进来。没看我。径直走向水池。我看见了你的手。你的手上面全是血。”
“after that. those three guys. every time they saw me. they crossed the street.（那之后。那三个。每次看见我。他们都绕到街对面去。）”